Monday, May 17, 2010

Here It Is

So I guess eventually I will have to write about school, it's just that by the time I get home after being there all day, I'm not really in the mood to talk about it. SO I figured I could write while at school in between classes. Unfortunetly because I am doing a business program during the summer semester I have to go to 2 different campus's on alternating days. Travel time isn't terrible, but being such a shy person, it has been difficult going to 2 new schools where I know no one. All of my insecurities from highschool have come back tenfold, I thought I would have outgrown them. Last week was full of anxiety which made it so I had no appetite, which somehow ended up as a cold! On Thursday we were told that at break we should discuss a project with our classmates and decide who would partner up together. Me, being a loner, got so nervous to talk to people that I ended up going in to the washroom and being sick to my stomach instead. Lucky for me when I went back to class a few girls came up to me and asked if I would like to be in their group. Why was I so worked up? I must be crazy. Slowly I am getting back into this school routine, after being a bum for a year and doing nothing much besides work, it is hard to get back into a regular schedule. Second week is a little bit easier, it helps that I now have at least one person in each of my classes that I can talk to. But lo and behold I am still alone for the looong 2 hour(which seems more like 5 hours) break between classes. Well this blog sucks, my writing is scattered, but hey I have alot on my mind. Next class is computers which is sooo boringly easy, hello obviously I know how to use microsoft word, is this what I am paying $300 for? Have already almost completed an assignment that isn't due until June 9th. Yawn.... Im out.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Bad Timing or What

Being sick better not wreck this weekend